Monday, September 29, 2003
life.. what is it all about?!
l = living
i = in
f = fullest
e = exaltation
or
l = living
i = in
f = feckless
e = existent
*feckless means lacking of purpose
now i know the answer and i will never forget it.. no wonder those
who are christians or not.. doesn't exalt God fully.. find their life meaningless
to live for.. that's for sure.. my heart feels for those who don't know God
and especially to those who once knew Him yet left Him..
Sunday, September 28, 2003
people are backsliding right in front of my eyes..
the way they live, it's so obvious.. they are loving
God lesser and lesser in their life.. why are they
so blind not to see what really last? wake up man..
without God, what can you have ? i'm sure you can
have fun in the world, fun in hell too, laughter in the
world, tears of regret in hell, freedom in doing anything
in the world, having nothing gained in hell, please
wake up!
i just feel like punching the people who are leaving God
and tell them to wake up! what can people gain in
leaving God.. nothing! REALLY nothing.. but just don't
understand people still LEAVE..the promises they made
of not leaving God.. what are they? empty promises?
please wake up!
these goes to those people you know it yourself that you
are not growing.. even though you talked about spiritual
stuffs.. come on.. deep in your heart, there's a HOLE in it..
there isn't God when you serve God.. there is only you,
yourself.. be brutally honest with yourself and to God...
if you still stay at this maturiy, i can 100% say that you will
not last in the kingdom of God.. because you serve God
because of man not God..
God is worthy.. why people just can't
see it? open your eyes, people!
Saturday, September 27, 2003
wow.. today morning very dot-dots.. jiashen called me to wake me up.. then after
waking me up, i told him call me back 30mins later.. i want to sleep somemore.. lolx..
then after he called 30mins later.. i went back to sleep again.. then woke up at 8.43am
then suppose to meet them 9.15am at mrt.. then i chiong lolx.. then during in dhoby ghaut
stop.. daniel did a super funny thing LOL.. then i keep di siao him with that.. lolx..
just realised that praise and worship i think the music is getting better and better.. !
good sia.. lol.. after prayer meet, went to starhub for meeting for NE webby thingy..
i'm in charge of graphics... gonna learn more about graphics after my 'n' level.. learn
from justin..!! talking about 'n' level.. if use prelim results as a comparison for sec5,
next year admission, i'm did not hit the criteria! must be at least 10 points.. i got 11points
arr.. but i will be aiming for english a1, maths a1, science a1! quite a jump for me..
my english prelim got a2.. maths got c6, science got c6 also.. haha..but i definitely will
make it! because God is with me and somemore it's quite easy to score in maths..
it's just that i'm careless til minus away alot of marks, same as science.. physics i'm quite
strong at it.. but not chemistry.. so gonna study about chemistry until know it very well..
must put my confidence in God! really don't want to retain or go ITE.. i want go poly learn
those IT stuff hehe.. alright man today sye kit also came for service! after the meeting for
NE webby, borrowed $4 from Jeremy.. then took cab to serangoon mrt! thank God he did
came to meet me.. even though i took cab, i'm still late.. one scary thing while i was in the
cab, the cab driver.. powerful, drove the car until 110km/h.. i down there. wahh..
dangerous..lolx..i don't want to die so early =X
alvin is gonna move out from serangoon to punggol! since primary 4, i started to know him!
see how i joke, played with him.. still remember last time childish always enemy here and
there, he also brought me to church! thank God for him.. without him, i'm living in a mean-
ingless life! last time took him for granted when he live just below me.. but now he is
leaving realised that i need to appreciate what he have done.. woo.. thanks man
alvin.. without you, i'm will be joining the world doing meaningless stuffs..
hehe..camp is coming! exams are also coming! i set my camp goal to have at least 6 people
registering for camp including me! although now don't have the quantity yet, i'm gonna
work hard towards it, i don't want to see people not going because of money, gonna
stress on money this coming caregroup.. the importance of saving money and not wasting their money!
gtg.. kinda tired.. hehe buaix..
Thursday, September 25, 2003
bleahz!!! just realised one thing!! my house lives a young 19-yrs-old thousand-aire lady!
she's my elder sister!! wa piang.. still remember her 'N' level results got first in the whole
school and she got $1200 !! -.-' power.. don't know how she did it sia.. bleahx.. she now
working in beauty salon.. each day sell $6000+ of products.. then earn the commission of
3.5%.. wow.. she richer than my father now.. LOL.. bah.. but then call her give me money
to buy shirts, pants, whatever, she don't want.. -.-' got so much don't want to give ...!!
bibibabibu.. lolx.. then her salary 1month at least $2000+.. highest salary ever have is
$3000.. powerful.. just older than me 3 years old..
anyway i got 1 convert today! His name is Sye Kit! Zijie's class :D
Responsive guy! hehe.. converted at RC =P
i really want to take this time to appreciate God!
at the age of primary 5(i think), during PE lessons, i was hit on my forehead
by a sharp point of the handle of skipping rope. I bleed alot real alot.. but i
thank God that the handle did not hit my eyes! if not by now, i am BLIND..
at the age of secondary 1(i think), i quarrelled with my elder sister over
tv, cartoon network(haha), i threw a TV controller at her and she threw
it back, and hit my eye brow!(funny ar? eye brow) the skin tear, bleed
alot and went to hospital.. but i thank God again that it did not hit my
eye if not, i am BLIND...
at the age of secondary 4, 27/5/03, i went to zijie's house to followup on him
after his conversion, i played ball at his house in the end, 2 glass from his book-
shelve.. around 1m x 1m dropped and hit my head! exactly at the centre of
my head..bleed alot also.. got cut on my ear, wrist, hand, knee, and my leg..
but i thank God that i don't feel any pain AT ALL! i also thank God it hit me
instead of jeremy and zijie, another thing is that although i got hit on my
head, my head was not injured.. didn't went to hospital also but clinic,
thank God for that incident that touched zijie's life..
at the age of secondary 4, 6/9/03, i went to cuppage plaza's tunnel
at B1 to have coreteam meeting, while having meeting, i suddenly felt
something cold crawling up in my body! i tried to catch it but i still don't know
what is it! and in the end a approximately 15cm centipede came out from
my sleeve, and daniel killed it.. i want to thank God that the centipede totally
did not BITE if not i will be dead, because it's poisonous and it's quite big..
i also thank God that God spoke to me this incident through Daniel after this
incident, Daniel told me that i am suppose to be dead by now.. then i was
O_O shock..
all these close-to-death incidents had tell me that God is trying to tell me that
i will die earlier? or life is fragile and precious..(i think is 2nd one =P) thank God
for telling me to use my life fully for You.. hope that i won't die so early =P
Wednesday, September 24, 2003
i really really want growth.. and i really want to stay in this race..
never leave God, whom sacrifice everything for me.. i need You Lord!!
my desire.. i want it to be You ! life is really meaningless without You..
but life is meaningful, purposeful with You around.. thank You Jesus
for choosing me as a servant of yours.. !!
feeling so touched by God.. don't want to blog for the sake of blogging..
wanna blog things that i really mean.. grow me Lord..
life is precious.. life is fragile..
when i see in the news about bombings.. and other stuffs that happened,
i realised that God really reveal to me to live my life to my best for Him..
people in other countries can suddenly die because of diasters, terrorism
etc. but in singapore when we wake up, we start to grumble about our
life, whether should we go school or not, or should we eat a expensive lunch..
all these stuffs that singaporeans have.. few million people on this earth don't
have.. most importantly, singapore is a peaceful country, religious-free country,
people in singapore have clothes to wear, have food everywhere.. not
many people are poor enough to have nothing.. life in singapore is really
totally different from other countries.. blessed is singapore!
i really want to give my best to God..
sometimes it may seems difficult but..
God help me to live a life fully for You..
i want to please You, only You..
only one life will soon will pass, only what's done for Christ will last..
Sunday, September 21, 2003
another thing is that.. if ever you guys feel that you are useless because
of what you sin against God or done anything wrong, and because of that
you feel like giving up, don't give up.. stop thinking about yourself useless,
why not since you know that you done something wrong, change it and
move on, forget the past for the past has PASS.. you can't change the past..
but you can change yourself now! yeah! thanks to Holy Spirit who told me this
and it changed my concept of thinking..
do something wrong, stop condemning yourself, realise the mistake you've done,
repent, move on and do better this time round.. buaix!
had a strange day today lolx.. afternoon.. my mum came and ask me what
i want to eat.. then close the door.. later they want to talk to me that time
guess what happen? my door knob spoil.. -.-' that means i was locked in my
own room because of my spoiled door knob! then spend around 45min trying
to make it work.. still can't until i use screw driver to do something on the
knob then open -.-' lolx.. but i come out i can eat pizza hut wahhaa.. but i ate
only 1 piece of pizza, 1 small little chicken wing, 1 bread.. all from pizza hut..
then after that went to play soccer with alvin .. yea.. haha.. yea
yesterday from prayer meet to service, all the speaking of the Word all link
to my situation.. i felt so.. useless in Christ.. but thank God.. i persevered..
God purposely put situation in yesterday.. like after service, i need to go say
1 quote thingy.. for don't know what event.. then they film down.. 'thank you
for making our salvation possible' this is what i need to say.. hahaz.. bah..
then someone said thank God i am not so tall -_-' .. then i also don't know why
i still laugh.. bleahz.. anyway.. i seems to laugh and smile too much -.-'...
oh ya.. in ys.. got 1 guy called adrian wah piang he very .. funny and sarcastic
lolx.. he's from malaysia.. lol.. but then he looks young because of his skin colour
but still look old because of his actions and dressings.. lolx.. then when i say
he quite young he so happy LOL.. cannot tolerate his lameness.. when people
say go toilet he immediately go there for what pang sai ar... wah piangx... lol
but he very funny =X keke.. gonna ask kokleng whether i send the photos to
adrian or he send.. haha.. then next week i'm gonna bring photos from global
community PILLOW fight.. and some photos from last time caregroup hehe..
anyway yesterday talked to daniel for 1min ask him something then he told me
to read phillippians 1:6 to medidate and tell him tomorrow.. which is today then
when i go home, while waiting for my sister to let me use my computer... i went
to medidate on it.. and memorise it.. hope i still can remember now..
'in confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to
completion until the day of Christ Jesus' yeah lolx.. but today i told daniel that
from this verse shows that i'm lack of faith in God.. so he told me to exercise it!
another thing is my sheep, zijie, borrowed from me $20 to return his friend money
so that his friend can pay school fees.. -_-' now everyone add together owe me
$87.. ar.. must take back liao.. my tithing, mission fund, rc fund all haven't give yet
-_-' okay.. please pray for me!
prayer needs
- spiritual breakthrough and revival in my life
- peicai will not stay stagnant anymore.. it will grow and MULTIPLY
- i will be consistent walking with God
- i will have increasing desire for God
Friday, September 19, 2003
ar.. masked society just remembered about this film.. showing davin
and david chua.. realised this thing from masked society..
'am i having a masked life? a life that is unaccountable?'
God is still good.. no matters whatever things happen..
argh.. guys, if anyone saw/heard what i do/say that is unbiblical,
please correct me.. i don't to walk in ways of evil.. haiz..
small 'little' sins that i do will become a big damage for my
spiritual life.. will affect others and myself.. please help me by correcting
me.. thanks..
wah.. just went to junhuang blog.. and i heard 1 familar song..lol
it's a song from sassy girl the movie! the movie i love it sia... -.-
still remember i watch it around 12 times LOL.. waste around 1 whole
day if add together.. - -" last time la.. but not now .. LOLx..
i'm a baka.....
Tuesday, September 16, 2003
just came back from RC.. hehee.. went to study.. but before studying..
i took a 30min nap lolx.. so shiok.. thank God i'm those type can sleep
anywhere and no matter how noisy still can sleep hahahax.. anyway
studied my maths.. but still haven't study finish.. after blogging, must
chiong liao.. still got lotsa of things to do.. physics haven't revise.. then
qt haven't spend >.< yep.. anyway tomorrow i'm gonna go find andrew
and steven to study together at RC.. hope they are available to come RC
if not study at school.. while i was in RC, i think back what have i benefit
from time management wfl class.. then i realised that planning weekly
plan will help us to know we need to balance in every aspect.. family,
ministry and studies..by planning you can be able to see everything
specifically what you should do.. yeah, that's all..
prayer needs
- more passion for God
- to be a courageous person for God, denying myself for Christ!
- spiritual growth :D
- when testings come, i will be able to reject devil and flee from devil!
- sensitive and obedience to Holy Spirit
thanks.. but i write all these prayer needs.. don't know you all got help me
pray anot lolx.. please help me pray :P i'm helping you to receive rewards
from heaven =X jk..
feel kinda bored so i go anyhow do things in photoshop lolx..
don't know how to describe.. lolx..
hmm.. this one maybe can use for spacey type..
this one.. looks better for graffiti.. hahax.. don't know
wow.. just finished spending my quiet time woo.. spent total of 2hr..
from 11:50pm to 1:50am.. started praying worshipping God for 1hr..
then started to read the Word at 12:50am.. thank God i made a decision
to read the Word than chatting with sihan on msn hahax.. i enjoy
talking with him.. can learn alot of things.. but i think can learn even
more from God hahaha.. anyway had a nap from 11:00pm - 11:38pm
then wake up play play guitar worship haha.. anyway i got 7 application
points!
- Don't please man! (John 19:1)
- React the way how Jesus will. (John 19:2-3)
- Don't be proud with the things God blessed us. (John 19:10)
- Don't give up Jesus because of some worldly things! (John 19:12)
- Don't give up Jesus! (John 19:16)
- Don't grumble/complain when real bad things happen, rejoice always! (John 19:23)
- Be courageous to acknowledge God publicly and be courageous in
doing His will! (John 19:38)
yeah.. that's what i'm gonna apply.. seems much.. but i will try to remember
to apply all lolx.. anyway.. gonna study for my chemistry.. tomorrow my chemistry
paper for prelim.. must study hard.. how i wish i can have 30min of nap..
but who is gonna wake me up -.-' lolx.. better don't later sleep wake up
6 plus.. hahax.. bye! God bless! Be courageous for God! Deny
yourself!
Monday, September 15, 2003
yo-ss.. hahax.. just came back from school fast ar? lolx.. released at 1130
because i got prelim! geography and maths paper.. quite easy for both
papers.. don't know whether can get high marks for it anot hehee.. my
classmate abit siao -.-' go drink 1 whole bottle of red wine.. then last night
cannot sleep, having breathing difficulty, stomach pain, keep vomitting..
bleahx.. later going back to school to get contacts and find my sheep!
what should i do.. after that! seed group starts at 5pm.. very late arx..
well, now i think i'm just gonna pray for 30min then go school ! buaix..
Sunday, September 14, 2003
Prayer is a privilege
Prayer is a privilege. It is a powerful tool. Without it you will be a foolish
worker in the fields of the dead. Pray and ask the Lord of the harvest to
raise the dead to life. Bend your knees in fellowship with your Lord. Let Him
wash you in His presence and fill you with the Holy Spirit. Prayer is where
you meet Him. Prayer is where you are shaped. Pray.
taken from www.carm.org
wow.. powerful.. now i see the power of prayer.. we can actually influence
God in prayer! Look at 2 Kings 20:1-7. King Hezekiah was told by the prophet
Amoz that he should set his house in order because he was surely going to
die (v. 1). Hezekiah prayed earnestly (v. 2,3). The Lord heard his prayers and
said, "I have heard your prayer, I have seen your tears; behold, I will heal you.
On the third day you shall go up to the house of the LORD. And I will add
fifteen years to your life" (v. 5).
Hezekiah's prayer made a difference. That is why you, as a Christian, can be an
effective witness, because you have influence with God and because you can ask
God to save. Prayer is a vital part of witnessing.
spiritual work need spiritual help.. evangelism is doing spiritual work! we can
ask God for spiritual help to soften the hearts of people that we can't do!
gonna make use of prayer from now onwards!
http://www.carm.org/evangelism/prayer.htm
anyway just spent my quiet time at John 18.. the Pilate don't even trust the
Jews because of the life they living.. but the Pilate trusted Jesus' words!
Why? because Jesus live a sinless life.. what i can learn and apply from here
is that people trust your words through your life.. if they don't trust your words,
examine our life, are we living the way God wants us to be! :D
got to go now.. meet zijie :D pray for spiritual breakthrough in zijie's life!
wow.. had a great day yesterday.. during prayer meet especially!! what jasmine
spoke during prayer meet exactly is me! thank God for the verse.. 1 Cor 15:58
Therefore, my dear brothers, stand firm. Let nothing move you. Always give
yourselves fully to the work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the
Lord is not in vain. i'm not useless! what i do for God is never in vain.. wow
when i'm praying, i thought of sihan.. but he didn't come for prayer meet because
he went to take his IC or make his IC.. not very sure... then i keep telling him wasted!
then during wfl.. dots.. sihan once he sit down.. his eyes got tears.. then i tried to
encourage him by patting on his shoulder... telling him the verse! seems better..
but still not good hahax.. then i sit between junhuang and sihan.. then junhuang
typing some things in his handphone pass to sihan .. then sihan type something
then pass back to junhuang ... lolx.. anyway.. i also had my multimedia duty yesterday..
wow.. saw some super coolz.. webby.. real pro flash website.. hahax.. then i also
saw y-hope new beta site hehee.. don't know can tell anot hahax.. anyway it's
quite nice.. it's done by gerald! God is faithful.. God will always help us and not
leave us alone.. after service.. we went to welcome one new guy brought by sunny
but i don't know his name.. lolx.. woo after service fun part.. got to listen about
jiashen testimony and got to know how he decide to follow God! great brother...
last time see him, bless him he curse me -.-', but now he totally different person..
then later jeremiah came out an idea... to have a convenant! all the brothers
who are present there will not leave God... then all the hands put in the middle
and started to pray! Jiashen, Joel, Alvin, Jeremiah, Me, JunLiang, DingChuen, KokLeng,
YiQuan are the ones present.. ahhax.. but i don't know whether this is a good idea.. it
may be.. but the spiritual motivation is not there.. its kinda more on friends/brothers
motivation that's why you are here.. not very sure.. gonna ask..
woo.. CLM pastor taught few short lessons and the last lesson he taught a balance
life really speak to me to live a balance life.. studies, ministries, family.. my studies
i don't think i'm doing well ... my ministries doing well.. my family.. not doing anything
-.-' gonna do something to make it BALANCE.. hahax.. after CLM our brother, DingChuen
decided to take out his savings to bless the coreteam.. wa lao.. spend $20+ like that
lolx.. thank God for him.. if not some will go home with hungry stomach.. ok man..
later i'm gonna meet zijie! then after meeting him.. i maybe will go RC study see
whether is the door lock first hahahx.. yea.. please pray for me! i need God's blessings!
oh another.. God change my way of thinking is what pastor jeff said during service
fear is lack of love.. you allow fear to let people be condemn.. but you did not see
that people need God's love.. if you love people, fear will go away.. yeah.. this what
i learnt..
prayer needs
- i want more of God!!! i don't want just a bit.. i want to desire God!
- i want more passion for people who are lost!
- pray that fruits will come in from tomorrow onwards!
- my goal of 7 end of sept will be acheive!
- pray for andrew and steven that he will be open to me and that he will be available
for caregroup and service!
- pray for spiritual protection on mandl against anything that stop him from serving God
thanks.. your prayer does helpss....
Friday, September 12, 2003
had a not-very-good day.. at first have those kind of thinking that i'm useless,
because after the 2 ecg and mcg.. i have no converts + no contacts.. quite
discouraged over that... but then God reminded me to rejoice always through
gospelcom website.. well thank God.. i called one backslider okay la.. cannot
count as backslider because when he converted he is not even retained .. asked
him for service, but before that talked with him on phone..chat around ask how
is his life.. hahax.. but too bad he got tuition can't come.. but for 3 weeks.. only..
but after 3 weeks should be exam! arghx.. called another guy who attended our
unit caregroup and wasted! he got music theory tomorrow at 4:15pm argh!!
wasted.. well.. i shouldn't fall sick last week! wasted one day at home.. -.-' haix..
then next day all got school activities.. wasted man.. heck.. after school reopen
i will just go and evangelise and sow.. ask and you will receive! seek and you
shall find! harvest and growth is what i asked for..
okay anyway had our prayer meet hahax.. quite number of people thought that
it started at 5pm .. tarigan came in when we sang our ending praise song hahah..
arghz.. fed up man.. i've been praying to be a CL for don't know how many months!
although i've grown spiritually but because of lack of contacts that's why my group
no new fruits!! need a breakthrough !
after prayer meet, met jeremy and talked to him and told him that 'Christianity is not
a religion and it's never a religion, it's a relationship with God' and found that
this is why people remain stagnant in their spiritual life even though they come for
so many meetings.. because you treat Christianity as something there very good
and you attend things blindly! you don't even know there is such a person
who died for you, that means to say you don't even know there is God! you are
just serving blindly... so becareful if you ever find yourself not growing.. did you treat
christianity as a chore, a rule? it's never all these!
prayer needs
- pray that there will be breakthrough in peicai!
- pray that there will be spiritual growth in me!
- pray for people in my group that they will understand that christianity is never a religion
but a relationship with God! they will not serve God with free labour but they will
serve God with their heart understanding what they are doing!
- pray for more spiritual passion for me and my group!
thanks..!
....... -_-'
okay.. this is the 2nd time writing this entry.. 1st time i wrote this,
preparing to send that time it hanged -.-' nvm.. just briefly write
what actually happened.. okay today had our north-east evangelistic
caregroup, finding marlin! first start of with peter's game toilet bowl
thing! then yihui's game! then mine! when i took out 2 big bottles of
gel, the 'victims' started to make noise.. hahax.. some have lame
hair style.. hahax.. anyway, finished talking to God and realised what
i need to change, is to give my best in everything! and to realise that
it's all because of that's why growth was stagnant.. yea.. gonna make
a decision to give the best for God is worthy.. whatever my classmates
say or do or mock whatever they do, i just want to do things that please
God... buaix
Wednesday, September 10, 2003
PS 92:1 It is good to praise the LORD
and make music to your name, O Most High,
PS 92:2 to proclaim your love in the morning
and your faithfulness at night,
PS 92:3 to the music of the ten-stringed lyre
and the melody of the harp.
PS 92:4 For you make me glad by your deeds, O LORD;
I sing for joy at the works of your hands.
PS 92:5 How great are your works, O LORD,
how profound your thoughts!
PS 92:6 The senseless man does not know,
fools do not understand,
PS 92:7 that though the wicked spring up like grass
and all evildoers flourish,
they will be forever destroyed.
PS 92:8 But you, O LORD, are exalted forever.
woo.. had our MCG - searching for F.A.T alot of people sia... lolx
anyway.. tomorrow i'm gonna lead a super crazy game fwahaha..
prepare for the worst muahaha :P this game shall be the craziest
game i ever lead LOL.. woo.. can't wait for tomorrow.. anyway
today daniel taught some nea brothers about serving non-believers
one thing in the teaching that reminded me is that people matters
to God and we have only one bullet to make non-believers feel like
home! great reminder hehe.. overall the MCG was good because i think
of the atmosphere.. lolx.. the drama also quite funny hahahhax..
gonna do quite lotsa of things this week.. tidy my room which is
a headache thing for me.. and to write encouragement cards to
everyone i know.. i really mean everyone hahaha.. don't know can
finish in 2 days anot.. hahax. daniel also gave me a encouragement
card yea.. anyway pray for me! thanks
prayer needs
- pray for me to have more passion for God! i want even more!
- pray for me to have more desire for God's Word and desire for God!
- pray for revival in peicai, the people's heart will be soften!
- pray for my group to see the worthiness of Christ so they will know why
they are serving God or coming for caregroup and church!
- pray for me that when testings come, i will be sensitive to God to
reject devil's temptation!
north-east, north-east here's our shout, so rise and hear our champion's cry!!
if you want the actual size tell me either in msn or tagboard.. i'll send to you!
Tuesday, September 09, 2003
God is worthy to be praise! i just felt so touch when i see the word
'worthy' i'm not acting holy or whatever but i'm really grateful to God that
i am able to see Christ worthiness.. i'm able to serve God knowing who am i serving,
i can understand things, my spiritual eyes are open, thank God for that ! without
that i think i will be living a worthless life, totally meaningless..
jesus, you are truly worthy.. i need more of you in my life.. growth!!
worthy is the lamb of God!
Monday, September 08, 2003
just remembered what i learnt and realised during the teaching taught by eelee..
she said that our purpose for life is to glorify God and i found that it's really very
true.. you see those non-believers they don't do things that glorify God that's why
they find it very BORING.. JOYLESS.. MEANINGLESS.. yep that's all... :D
wow.. just realised one thing.. people talk about NE being champion or the
family day more than what pastor jeff said to us.. i think we should talk more
about what pastor jeff have said right?! his message for us is more important
than being the champion.. lolx.. anyway had my 'N' level chinese paper.. from
8am-3.30pm.. during the break.. went to eat mac with my best friend(in school
if minus away church but my real best friend is still in church) lolx.. he asked me
blah blah thingy then i said i don't know.. then he like sigh.. you christian you also
don't know..then i -_-'.. lolx.. anyway he said it's the cloth that cover Jesus..
forgotten the name of it..seems like he do know that Jesus existed.. hohoho!!
but he quite bad in a way always call me churchy boy.. something like that -.-"
anyway, after my exam, went for CG404.. and played a ... quite stupid game =X
we have to tell things according to the amount of toothpick we have in our hands
then my group got wynnie.. sophia.. puaylin and meiting .. not very sure.. lolx.. then
they started to talk super lame things out.. -.- one still say she like LEG-HAIR -.-"!
then i said about the 'outdated' joke that i had with kok leng fwahaha.. and guess
what..?? puay lin translated wrongly! we just said 'outdated liao la you' to gideon
and she said 'wo men shi.. ***' -.-'' but nvm.. before i tell this joke, i tell them it's a
joke.. keke.. HOPE THAT NO ONE MISUNDERSTAND AND WE ARE NOT *** !! hahax..
o.O very lame.. lolz.. anyway learnt something in the teaching but can't remember..
in my pouch now.. anyway.. after cg404 meet went to cut hair.. w0o0o.. salon and
barber is alot of difference.. lolx.. i had a nice haircut.. BUT while cutting, the auntie
wa lao say something.. very 'dots'.. nvm only kokleng and daniel know because they
were there =X anyway i was felt God's presence during worship at cg404 meet..wow..
i told God something like 'no matter what people say, i will just do your will and i will
go take the land you want me to go even if my group is not doing well or not'
prayer needs
- pray for my 'N' level social studies that God will give me wisdom !
- pray for increase of passion and love for people!
- pray for people in my group will see 'why they need to serve God fully!'
- pray for my evangelism tomorrow will be fruitful!
Sunday, September 07, 2003
yeah man! this is the photo that the whole north-east took together..
with the trophy! :D hahahaz.. every game we lose.. the most important
game we won !! great time.. fun.. and fruitful.. this pic is not the largest
size it should be.. if you want, just leave a tag and leave your email and
i'll send you.. bye! North-East rulessssss......!
yo..hmm.. powerful saturday i had.. hehee. the habit of studying God's
Word spoke to me that when we don't set aside time for God, we will
never spend time with Him... and also to give up some useless things..
that doesn't contribute to the kingdom of God.. don't waste time also..
during praise, starting i did not jump.. because the song kinda like 'how
to jump' not with the tempo.. but then God changed my concept of thinking
that it's not the song.. what is praise for? praise God! so praise God no
matter what song is it.. then i just jump all the way without stopping
because God is worthy to be praise! during altar call... responded to
respond with God's will.. to do God's will.. more.. immediately after
service, daniel met the core team and discuss about stats.. and one
frightening happening ... a centipede which is approx. 15cm long...
was in my shirt climbing UP.. i felt something cold.. going up.. then i
thought to myself er.. couldn't be ice .. and somemore its going up..
then i was kinda shock when the centipede came out from my shirt..
lolx.. then daniel stood up and squash it with his shoes haha.. and said
'you must hate sin like that'.. quite scary also lolx.. after the meeting..
met eelee.. discuss about stats and tomorrow.. then later go buy
some things for pastor jeff birthday :D and while going home daniel
said one powerful thing that struck me, 'that means to say you are
suppose to be dead now' (if all don't know, centipede bite will die 1..)
then i O_O ya hor.. whahaa.. God shown his grace to me.. hoho..
scary ar..lolx.. gonna be grateful wherever i go.. and i will remember
i will not ly back to lean on the wall anymore at the TUNNEL! lolx.. but
most importantly is to be grateful towards God.. gtg for family day!
but going junhuang house first hahahaz.. buaix
Saturday, September 06, 2003
just came back from school.. had my 'N' level listening.. quite easy
had a great day yesterday.. during prayer the song lyrics a pure
heart.. somehow speak to me to just have a simple heart.. and
these few days.. quite stress because one of the teacher buay
song me -.-' don't know for what always pick on me.. nvm.. then
i remembered about a verse that i wrote down in my quiet time.
'Do not let your heart be troubled. Trust in God and also trust in
me.' something like that.. after that i felt more relieved hehee...
anyway i stayed back yesterday during school wanted to get
contacts but arghz.. friday the people there all got inter-house
soccer, basketball.. then some go youth flying club thingy then
got art competition.. totally no non-believers.. then my chinese
teacher want to see me and teach me on chinese.. hahaz.. then
the junior college UL teacher came to talk to my teacher.. but i
don't dare to talk to her.. don't know why she seems to be like
always forgetting who am i.. lolx.. later i call.. she don't know
who am i .. then i give those mother teresa look -_-'...got back
my chinese prelim results.. quite good.. i'm quite surpise also lolx
got 61.. hahaz.. anyway after prayer meet yesterday, north-east
went to serangoon stadium to rehearse for the cheers for family day
and the games.. yeah.. then uploaded 2 videos on yesterday's
caterpillar thingy.. and 1 photo of a nice tree.. ok.. gtg.. buaix..
Thursday, September 04, 2003
stressed..
Wednesday, September 03, 2003
bah.. never go school today.. had fever and abit sore throat.. arh..
my evangelism affected.. if this week never have enough contacts
for next week matthew's.. peicai can't grow >.< gonna go school
tomorrow, no matter what liao.. lolx.. english prelim this friday bleahz..
gonna buck up.. buaix..
Tuesday, September 02, 2003
wow.. had a great cg404 meet yesterday, also practiced family day at
serangoon stadium til quite late.. but it was fun.. as i was walking home,
i thought about what happened at the serangoon stadium and i was really
grateful that i had such family, a family that will last hehee.. by the way,
also had meeting with daniel with the coreteam, he told us that we gonna
have unit caregroup tomorrow which is today. But i'm sure it will be fun hehe.
Went to school today even though i was having fever and flu, thank God also
that while i was walking to school, dark clouds started to appear and looks like
it's gonna rain.. but in the end, when i reach school, then i started raining super
heavily and normally i left my house at 7:15am and reached school at 7:23am
and school starts at 7:20am so.. i always reach just in time for singing song and
pledge haha.. but today left the house at 7:12am and reached school around
7:20am and helped me alot.. as i was not drench by the heavy rain hehe... well
today i was actually going to evangelise to get contacts but in the end i get to
know one friend, steven from my sheep. and my sheep told me that he will be
coming for unit caregroup, i was there happy (of course) can see that my sheep
was initiative in asking people hehe.. anyway lead 1 praise song, i love to be in
your presence, testimony and offering hehee.. acted as a non-believer in the skit
and also acted as a jogging guy for family day announcement.. hahaz.. the unit
caregroup went quite well even though it was just been told yesterday .. well..
gtg hehe.. buaix.. err.. anyway, just wanna tell you all that i found that i've grown
spiritually, thank God for that, also thank God that you guys prayed for me, thanks.
prayer needs
- pray that spiritually i will be consistent with God
- pray for increasing passion and desire for God
- pray that i will be able to have enough contacts for this week
- pray also that i will grow spiritually
- pray that my group will grow not only in quantity but most importantly, quality
- pray for physical strength as these few days seems very tired
thanks. buaix
