Saturday, January 29, 2005
yoyo. man, today is the best ESS i've ever seen! it's 'WOW'.
yars. hahas. it's so funny. i just gave my mum's birthday
present. my elder sis was like teasing me for what i wrote
in my card.. but well i really mean what i wrote so hahas..
it's kinda of a MIRACLE. since this is the first year i ever
gave my mum a birthday present. yars. wanted to buy a
chinese bible for her but.. no stock is left. anyway, next
target will be my dad. lol. it's totally NOT a culture at
all for my family to celebrate birthday and give presents.
so it's like ice breaking thingy for my family.
anyway, ARHHHHH. I WANT TO GO FOR THE YAMAHA
CLEARANCE SALES! but i just read a forum about someone saying
the guitar there were all sold out!!!! :( i'm not sure whether
will i be going tomorrow to check it out.. but.. arhh
yo. hahas. lols. i think next time i need to rest even though i need to
wake up early.. after that day.. i'm totally physically tired... -____-
even right now.. i'm very sleepy. anyway, arrr. today's mcg no nonb.
all the sengkang dudes cannot make it!
anyway, show ya guys this..
LDQ------so sry, cldnt go church 2day, i let all of u guys down. i m
reli sry, if there is a word more sry den sry, i wld use it.
msn nick of my ex sheep.
hahass.. he suppose to come for mcg today but couldn't because
of some reasons.. hahass. met him up with others yesterday. he
didn't change at all. still hear him shouting. hais. on the outside,
he may seems okay.. but inside him, all he need is definitely some
-one who can fill his heart, save him from all these routines of the
world and bring him out of darkness... the only need in his life
gotta be Jesus.. arhh. God make a way for him to come tomorrow
and let him rededicate his life to you..
Thursday, January 27, 2005
waahhaah. i'm contemplating whether should i sleep. LOL. yeah. i will
be out at 4.30am to help one of the sengkang dude for project!!!!
can you believe it?!!? AHAHHAA. and i'm gonna watch teaching tape
at 10am at JOOCHIAT. ahhaasss... i guess.. i'll just spend these two
and half hours to intercede and read bible.. BWAHAHA. :D :D
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
woo. yoyos. yesh! finally the publicity of the North-East Web Team
has shown some fruits. LOL. jon tay will be joining the team as an
editor and some other stuffs. :D WHIE ARR?!?!?
anyway, what will you do if you step in the house and realise your
mum's birthday is actually today? -__________________-"""
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
yo. anyone interested of buying xbox for $400 with 2 games? i
wasted my sister's money by letting the xbox rot in my room.
yo. gonna commit myself to intercession. the power of intercession
was revealed to me when i was praying for my sheeps and myself.
wisdom, is what you will get. revelation, is what you will receive. woos.
powerful. saw a book about prayer today at life bookshop in compass
point. i'm gonna buy it man. yeah. but currently, i'm broke la. so yea.
have to wait. hahass. nowadays, i got tired very easily.. as in very
sleepy. not sure why even though i slept more than eight hours.
woo. interceded for my sheeps. and i received some words from God
for them. prayer is a powerful tool that we can ever have. i also
prayed for myself and asked God to reveal areas in my life that hindered
me from giving all to God. yeahs. and God told me the denial of oneself
and not letting emotions affect my service to God. yeah.
we need to pray, pray, pray and pray!
Monday, January 24, 2005
woo. praise God. my school there's a UL teaching as fulltime teacher..
she's in charge of scouts if i'm not wrong... yeah.. and she actually
talked to one of my ex-sheep who backslided like ... few years ago?
and he was asking me to pray for him so that he can come service
this saturday.. yeah. pray for revival!!
woo. finally i got the northeast ending ceremony video. yeah yeah.
i'm sending huiying now. anyway, sisters, can get from huiying.
brothers, err. get from me. lol. everytime i watch the video... i will
keep laughing! LOL. especially the part of huaxiang screaming for
NO REASONS, the part when jessie shook her head left and right
during her unit presentation, jontay did his exercise and ending off
with "HOPPIES". haahas.. yeah. gonna send this to one of my nonb
friend who is quite interested in MM stuffs... then let him see what
hope is doing.. yea.
yo. just came back from work. yeah. anyway, just wanna thank God
that this week i'm working only on sunday. :D that's the best man.
yeah. anyway, i just signed up for www.FACTS.com.sg yeah. it's
against the casino thingy that Singapore government gonna build.
-.-' i just don't agree with what they say. money afterall is the root of
all evil. money can cause broken families, suicides, bankrupcy, loan
sharks making threats, children get influenced by their parents. the
children might not go gamble in the casino but may gamble among
their friends. -__- and many more reasons. yeah. love for money can
also stop people from knowing God. they may think that they are
satisfied with their lives. please go sign up!! yeah.
104. Tan Ee Lee
25914. Jessie How
25921. Soh Jian Cong
saw their signature in the website.
anway, wahs. there's this female manager... age should be around 40.
but she's quite.. funny and bubbly. imagine that ur mom is a bubbly
person. hhahaaa. anyway, everyone there called her 'mum'. that's her
nickname. yeah.
Saturday, January 22, 2005
Be patient and wait, be patient and wait
The Lord will make everything beautiful in his time
When the time has come, when the time has come
Abundant grace will overflow to you.
You who are burdened with sorrow, don't sigh any longer
The Lord will undertake for you
If the Heavenly Father does not permit it
Who can do anything to you?
this is a song sang by brother yun from the book, the heavenly man.
this powerful servant of Christ suffered tortures and near deaths
encounters. but yet he did not deny God. arhh. compared to the
problems we faced, like school authorities, police etc. it's just small
fry for him. he was electrocuted even when he was fasting for 74days.
can imagine the amount of pain he suffered. his hunger for God's Word
was 'wow'. he memorised not verses but books from bible! get this
book if you have the chance. not to get inspired and get wow-ed
but to learn from his life and apply to your life! which is what i'm
gonna do.
Thursday, January 20, 2005
yo. just realised my blog has been
around for 1 and half years.. lols.
and some entries quite funny hahas.
wooo. what a day. very great day. hahs.
woke up early in the morning and went
to church office to listen to teaching
tape with ianiEeEe. lol. then saw shirley
on the bus too. she also like anime lols.
then she also talked about some stuff
for pioneering. yep. :D ok. ian and me
wasted around 30min trying to figure
out which tape should we watch. and
the funny thing is that, ian never rewind
the tape. so when we play, pastor ben
started praying hahaas. LOL. then after
he prayed, the whole tape went blank.
-.-' then we decided to change to the
other tape thinking it was spoilt. but
guess what? it was actually not rewind
to the very beginning. hahaasss. v.
funny. the title is Commitment of a
shepherd by pastor ben on 1999 CL
camp. CL camp sia. cool right?!?! :D
ok. here comes the wonderful part of all.
while i was walking to bus stop, the
green man started shining. so i was like,
should i run for it? hahas. then Holy
Spirit literally prompted me to run if not
i will be late. so i ran. and guess what?
the first bus that came to the bus stop
was 76. woo. and mind you, i didn't
wear my specs so i'm not sure what bus
is approaching the bus stop.. lols. cool
man. yeps.
anyway, saw one peicai ex-sheep on
the bus to amk for caregroup. arhhh. i
was like so long never see him le after
my graduation. hais. see him like every
day basketball basketball. arghsssss.
yeah. thank God wayne came. yarsss.
very glad to see him joining in the so
call new caregroup :D nea3a. only for
new believers. hahas. took only 5
photos.. >.< arh. when harrison came
wayne need to go.. yars.
anyway, met another ex-sheep from
zhonghua on bus when going back
home.. -.-' wahss. it's like whole
day i met like 2 sheeps who
backslided. -_-' then this reminded
me about the foundation ne camp.
build your foundation and your
house will stand.. build it anyhow..
wah good luck. -.-' yea. gonna
build my sheeps' foundation strong.
not gonna repeat same old stupid
mistake.
rui yong shared a real powerful
testimony today. one that is truly
deeply from his heart. yea. man,
if you hear it, you will definitely
tear. thank God for his heart for
God. really blessed to have such
wonderful sheepmate. there is
countless people in the world
that need God in their life. i
wonder what will my life be with-
out God? or should i say i would
not be breathing right now if God
wasn't in my life!! ARHH. how can
i still take God's grace for granted
when God blessed us SOOO much
unconditionally. how can i ever
find such wonderful family of
friends whom i can share my
life, my everything from the world?
i was SAVED. i was BLESSED.
i was LOVED. i was AWED.
when you come to realise how
much God really gave His every-
thing to you, you will be in awe.
where can i ever find this love?
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
ARGH. i got to be DISCIPLINE especially
in His ways. people can help me but i'm
still got to be the one that make the
decision to be discipline. -.-'
Jesus was so powerful and influential to
thousands and thousands of people in
His 3 years ministry. all because of His
disciplined life that He led, the decisions
that He made and His love for the
Father and man!
Monday, January 17, 2005
miracle miracle.
the LIONS won the TIGER cup.
congrats singapore. but i guess that's
a step nearer to World Cup. small step
i mean. hahs.
Matthew West - You Know Where To
Find Me
this song is nice! listening it now in
windows media player christian radio.
waiting for my contact to call me for
SOW...
.
.
.
.
.
.
still waiting...
Sunday, January 16, 2005
shepherd of my soul
i give you full control.
yea. had coreteam meeting today.
talked about our group, structure,
our sheeps then we started praying
for our people and ourselves.
after that went for work with alvin.
thank God the work is just a 5-9pm.
which means i can reach home even
earlier. hehes. oh.. praise God, my
original working days for next week
was tuesday, thursday and sunday.
i was thinking of ways how to cancel
or shorten my work on thursday. and
guess what? the manager helped me
to set the days. and he/she only set
two days. which is tuesday and
sunday! yea. more time for ministry.
i think next time i'll work two days
per week so it will not affect my
ministry. yea.
Saturday, January 15, 2005
yo. in the end, i have to prepare the
fort canning party : aiyers. seriously
i really wanna go service.. but ahh.
nvm. rejoiceeeeeee. i'm just feeling
so great right now. i'm REALLY REALLY
longing for the day. the very day
when i bring my own contacts down
to altar call. arh.. it's been a VERY
VERY long time since i brought some-
one to receive Christ. arghsss. my
work is affecting me in my ministry.
-.-' not sure whether should i quit or
not. arhh. nvm.
certainty of God's promise. hebrews6
i will wait and see God's wonder work-
ing.
i take back what i blogged. wenjun asked
someone instead of me. yeah!
hey yo. i'm real tired nowadays. lols.
especially after yesterday's work. -.-'
my neck is making me feel so
uncomfortable.
anyway, not going to service tomorrow.
-.-' have to help out in fort canning to
set up some stuffs. arhh. miss out so
much things especially sermon -.-' bah.
Thursday, January 13, 2005
yoyos. just gonna write a short one.
thank God that i am working right now.
it convicted me to be more sensitive to
God's voice everywhere i go. so that
people around me, like my colleagues,
will see God in me. and soon know God.
yep. i don't just want it happening in
my workplace, but i want it when i am
pioneering, SOW, caregroup, service,
shepherding and followup!
keep an obedient heart, and
disobedience will not have any room in
your life.
more of God, less of us.
when we longs for more of God, we
should have less of us so that God can
be more in our life.
woo. FRUITFUL!
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
buahas. yo. just reached home from
work at 1am. it's really very interesting.
lols.
i was actually late for my work on the
1st day. fwhahas. i was not told i need
to reach 1hour earlier before my actual
working time. anyway, thank God. i
guess it's quite fun working there. yars.
knew some dudes from there. the
managers sometimes can be quite fierce.
especially the senior manager and the
male manager. hahas. thank God i'm able
to catch what they teach. i was told to
clean up for today. i think tomorrow
they will want me to serve food. bah.
which i'm most afraid about. almost
dropped a plate today. thank God i
didn't. overall i think it's alright. the
influence there not really bad. yars.
just some of them smoke which i'm
totally not interested in.
mobolisation is a powerful tool for
success.
oh yars. my handphone line was cut.
lols. just realised it during evening.
i can't send sms or call. -.-' sooo..
yea. call me, i will answer. but call
you, i can't. lols. okay good night!
Monday, January 10, 2005
i'm just so refreshed by God's love
when i was worshipping him 20mins
ago.
His death, His cross, His sufferings,
His love, His grace, His patience.
man, where can you find such
great friend?
a friend who relates to you like
a brother.
a friend who provides your every needs like
a father.
a friend who forgives all your wrongdoings,
all because He loves you.
a friend who waits patiently for you to change,
all because He loves you.
a friend who redeemed all of your sins,
all because He loves you.
a friend who graciously bless you, with no
conditions attached,
all because He loves you.
i'm just so awed by the fact that God was
waiting for me with such great patience.
He waited for me to grow.
He waited for me to understand His promises
and claim His promises.
He waited for me to honour Him with my
decisions.
He waited for you and me.
Sunday, January 09, 2005
fwahha..!! sengkang got one convert!
woo. his name is YONG LENG. if you
see him in RC, greet him, love him
and bless him! lols. he's alvin koh's
contact.
this is our FIRST week of pioneering,
this is our FIRST week of having
direct contact with the SENGKANGians,
this is our FIRST SOW among all our
contacts, (we went for badminton
today)
this is our FIRST convert from
SENGKANG secondary,
this is our FIRST try in inviting
SENGKANG dudes for service.
wooo. :D miracle miracle! thank God
man. this will be the first break
through for sengkang secondary.
yep. more will come!
anyway, we went for barbeque today
at ruizhen's condominium. very FUN.
hahass. i'm sure everyone enjoyed.
i like the finale game. fwahas. we
WON. we as in, kok, sunny, zhexing,
jiashen and me. some hide and seek
game :D :D we got one small tug of
ice cream which is not so cheap.
hahass. yars. anyway, harrison VERY
funny. hahaa. he kept laughing and
doing things that you never thought
he will do. LOL. yea. thank God for
this day! thank God for all the
pioneers especially freedy and alvin!
Thursday, January 06, 2005
anyone wants naruto comic from
volume 1-24 by chuangyi??? selling
everything for $90. you can bargain
with me or even pay in instalments.
all 24 books are in good conditions,
really. if not i'm lying, you can have
your money back. please help me
ask around. yeah.
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
ohhh. one more thing. thank God for
alvin! i went for job interview today
with him. and because of alvin, they
accepted me without even interview.
as in one-on-one interview. i just filled
the form and go. hahaas. woo. :D :D
will start work next week. wahahas.
v. scared yet i'm quite excited for it
also hahahas.
wahs. it's just the third day of pioneer
ing and the third day of school and we
are having some real problems. hahaas.
but God is still in control :D that's the
best thing hahas. yea. yesterday was
havoc for me. i went to take namecard
and took the wrong bus to sengkang. i
ended up in pasir ris. -_-' but thank
God at least i've learnt the lesson.
never take 81 to sengkang. hahaas.
when i reached there, i was only able
to do survey on one student before
something happen. hahas. yea. then
we were late for caregroup and i made
everyone waited for my RC keys. -.-'
hahas. anyway, today the authorities
came out. so it stopped the whole
pioneering. but still thank God for His
protection. yep. thank God there's
one contact who is not-so-responsive
when i did survey was kinda responsive
when i called him. yea. tomorrow we
are passing them gifts!! yars. need to
pray for protection and weather. yea.
interesting, exciting and challenging :D
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
yo. my ezlink is EXPIRED. -.- i wonder
how am i gonna travel. bah. anyway,
before i forget, anyone lost their
pick in RC? i found two picks last week.
one is red, another is black and have
some patterns on it. yars. please take
from me. yea.
Monday, January 03, 2005
yo. the feeling of not having school when
majority of the youths need to is so..
shiok. fwahhaas. if only i can just be so
free for the rest of my life, i will be able
to do lotsa lotsa things hahas. anyway,
praise God. went for pioneering today.
i did survey on 7 people. out of 7, 6 gave
me their number. their responsiveness
also not bad. yep. i'm going to serangoon
macdonalds soon to call them. hahasss...
this is so.. MEANINGFUL!!!!
FWAHAHAHA. IN FEW HOURS TIME,
IT WILL BE THE BEST MOMENT OF
THE YEAR!!!
Sunday, January 02, 2005
yoyo. fruitful day! :D yars. went to rc
this morning for meeting before the
big day tomorrow! woohoo. i was kinda
confused where to go after the
meeting. need to print namecard but
i don't have the resources -.-' in the
end, i went home and took a nap
before going angmokio. went there and
the shop was closed hahas. so went
back home.
one of my resolution is to improve my
communication skills so after i reached
home, i went to google and typed
'Communication skills' and i came across
this website. www.mindtools.com yep.
it's quite a good website... yea. can
try going there to learn.
tomorrow will be the BIG BIG day :D :D
woohoo. we will be going pioneering!
hahas. gonna pray for success!
Saturday, January 01, 2005
yo. just came back from esplanade.
seriously, i just there because my guys
are there hahas. yars. anyway, yea.
a new year means a new start.
i just wanna thank God for year 2004.
it was a year of moulding my maturity
in Christ. i've encountered many many
challenges. spiritually, physically,
mentally, socially, family. i've learnt
to trust in God despite the problems
i faced. i've learnt to be independent
in my relationship with God. i've learnt
to deny myself and go for the good of
others. i've learnt to be intentional
learner. i've learnt to be gentle in spirit,
speech and action. i've learnt to love
through the eyes of God. i've learnt
that life is fragile and meaningless
without God. i've learnt the attitude
of glorifying God through all areas
especially in the area of studies. i've
learnt to be discipline for the sake of
the kingdom of God. i've learnt to
see the importance and power of
shepherding through ian. i've learnt
the importance of souls. i've learnt
to repent and walk with God
consistently. i've learnt to make a
decision in times when unbiblicality
comes.
the most important thing that i learn
is that...
i've learnt to be humble. humble to
acknowledge God's Word and
promises and deny my feelings for
my past experiences and failures.
God... i just want to thank You for
this wonderful life that i have. it is just
so meaningful and it shows me how
disgusting this world is. i just want to
thank You for so many people that
changed my life in one way or another.
without their support, powerful life
testimonies, guidance, encouragement,
i don't think i can run this race with
much assurance of God's promises.
if not for You, i'll be a fool enjoying
all the pleasures of the world not
realising the importance of our souls.
God... i just want to say i LOVE You
and i always will. forever and ever.
really. and i mean it from my heart.
help me to serve You with all my heart
and everything that i have to the best
that i know how.
it has been a blessed year and all
thanks to God! :) HE ROCKS to CORE!
