Tuesday, October 28, 2003
feeling sick.. for 2 days.. slept the whole day yesterday.. no strength to even blog..
arh..didn't go seed group yesterday because i'm too sick to even walk -.-'.. haiz..
i'm so sick that i can't call my contacts come for mcg today.. arghx... -.- this shucks..
bah.. >.<
Sunday, October 26, 2003
verse of the day
He who does what is sinful is of the devil, because the devil has been sinning
from the beginning. The reason the Son of God appeared was to destroy
the devil's work.
1 John 3:8/NIV
Verseoftheday.com
nice verse!!
Friday, October 24, 2003
-__-'' . . . the feeling of not being trusted by people indeed is very sad..
i dreamt about my parents not trusting me.. woo.. the feeling is so real..
then i thought of Jesus.. sometimes we don't trust in God, God feels that
way.. now i know and understands.. how He really felt.. wow.. lol what a
dream.. i had.. >.<
Thursday, October 23, 2003
didn't blog quite some time.. haha.. don't know why also.. lazy :P
today went to play LAN with my sheeps.. and 3 nonb.. didn't get to talk
to them very much.. because we sat quite far from them.. >.< .. ar
this whole week i have not go to school.. my on-off fever!.. -.- i'm afraid
that i can't go sec5 even if my results qualifies.. gonna explain to my form
teacher.. hope she understands.. really need faith to trust in God that i will
be able to go sec5..
nowadays some things just pop up of my mind...
will i be able to go sec5?
will i be able to stay in youth?
where will i go if i can't go back sec5?
3 main things i thinking.. haha.. kinda hard to think what will happen... >.<
trust.. and faith.. but one thing i can only say.. i'll just leave it to God.. but i
really hope the outcome will be going to sec5.. and being able to stay in youth..
and go poly! take multimedia courses... >.<
can't find any more things to blog.. hehee.. stop here.. bye..
Sunday, October 19, 2003
Holy Spirit spoke to me just few minutes ago,
until unless we make a decision to follow God in all areas,
we will never have our life change..
gonna apply.. this.. reject any temptation, testings, and make
a decision to follow God in all areas of my life..
the word .. is worthy...
why we serve God..?
why we go church..?
why we go caregroup..?
why we shepherd our sheep..?
why we are told to do our best to serve God..?
why we sometimes failed God still wants to return back to God..?
the reason is because Jesus who is our Lord and Saviour is worthy...
this spoke to me.. when i went to read an encouragement card that is written
by Walmond.. Serve God for He is worthy.. yes.. i'm gonna serve God why!?
because He is worthy.. Knowing how much Jesus is worthy to be
serve.. is equal to the things you done for Jesus..
I need God!! I need Him to help me.. to grow.. to change .. to live for Him fully..!
hehehe.. took this yesterday at jurong the swimming thingy carpark lol.. cool ar..?
Friday, October 17, 2003
i will follow God no matter what happens...
i will do my very best in God's work...
this shall be my convenant with God...!
ok.. later in the afternoon going to have peicai outing kekee..
7 people including me going.. 1 nonb.. hope this outing will
bond the people even more.. :D bye for now.. school time..
Thursday, October 16, 2003
had an early meeting today with daniel, kokleng, dingchuen and me! we went to RC
to pray and worship God together before we start to open our mouth to eat things
hehe.. but after that.. boredom came lol.. my plan was spoiled after zijie was not able
to pass the message to syekit that i can't meet him at 10.. because i have the meeting
so i was in RC slacking around lolz.. slept for a while there also.. i also play around with
the "new" computer in RC hehee... went home after realising that i'm just wasting time
in RC lol.. came back to RC at 6pm for shepherding.. daniel talked about my plans for
my group.. arhh.. kinda slow sia.. end this year the most i can get is 8 people.. or 7 :(
like that how to take care new school.. haiz.. really hope i can.. yeah.. argh.. i want to
pioneer a new school!!! -.-' anyway, jeremiah told me that he can give me a free 128ram
:D so happy.. lolx.. he also gave me an original win2k cd.. lol.. i'm still thinking whether
should i format as my computer nowadays giving me problems.. but then my programs..
gonna be gone :(.. my mp3s ... lol... my everything!! -.-' don't know .. decide next time
hehee.. gtg.. read the spiritual food! :D buaix..
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
yeah man. . had cg today .. quite nice.. because quite few creative things were
used the cg.. well before cg.. something happen -.-... feel very sorry for the person.. >.<
aiya should have apologise today ..
anyway, nea1 having soccer game at serangoon park.. but alvin forget to take soccer
ball.. so i went to serangoon park to lend my soccer ball.. then play awhile keke...then
another thing happened.. but it turned out to be quite good.. someone wrote back an
apology letter and i'm happy to see what's written inside.. better make sure he apply
it.. ! hope to see him grow also hehee..
after everything supposingly going kokleng house play game hahaa =X .. then in the
end daniel need help to carry computer at gideon's house.. so i went.. gideon's family
shiok sia.. parents and younger sister are christians.. lol.. only the elder sister not..
hope to see that in my house also.. the computer that gideon have is pentium 1.. haha
the fact is it's lousy.. but can use can liao la.. lol.. yeah.. thought of some things just now..
really thank God for my super availablity.. many people backslided because of their
availablility.. that means to says.. not just me.. those who have quite good availablity ..
they can be greatly use by God.. but some take it for granted.. not gonna take this
availablity that i have for granted ANYMORE.. gonna use it wisely, fully.. without
availablity i think many of the people will be gone... ok enough for today.. bye!
Monday, October 13, 2003
i'm waiting..
when will it be my turn..!
Sunday, October 12, 2003
muahaa.. what a day i have.. fruitful, LAME and exciting...
during prayer meet pastor jeff talked about confession of our sins! really
hit me.. how come last time grow so fast.. now not much.. now i know the
antidote.. ! gonna confess things when i meet daniel for shepherding!!
yea.. having slight fever today.. but thanks jiashen for helping me to get
panadol and mineral water.. hehe.. today quite a number of people sick...
lol.. yongwee, junliang, ming ze, me.. lol don't know still got who.. >.<
hmm.. after service, i went to apply what i learned.. giving is an encouragement
so.. i bought food and drink for zijie's dinner.. yea.. hope he can learn something
from here.. hoho.. after coreteam meeting.. went to YMCA mac to study lolx..
got some SUPER DUPER LAME jokes.. by me and kokleng LOL.. hahahaa..
Speed = Distance/Time & Force=Workdone/Time hhahaa.. nvm.. won't go into
details.. i laugh until stomach pain -.-' oh ya.. daniel called us to up the level of
love in the coreteam instead of upgrading the jokes lolx.. yea.. i find it's also a
quite important thing that we must do.. yeah.. gonna write card to anyone i know..
since my exam monday over :D
yea man.. in the bus when daniel is going to go that time.. he said 'a little bit of his
plans' for st gabriel.. then i request for me to pioneer new school.. then he said
he thought of that and also working towards that! wah.. i so excited.. lolx.. really
want to grow so that i can really serve even more people..but peicai need to be
stablelise first.. gonna works towards that.. and really lead a caregroup.. say super
duper long.. -.-' yea.. then i also want to go the CL retreat.. hehe.. yea prayer needs!
prayer needs
- pray for application for confession on the things i do and application in giving :D
- pray for growth in my spiritual life
- pray for seed person in peicai with the qualities of faithful, available, teachable
- pray for my exams! to have less than 10 points so that can go sec5 !!
Friday, October 10, 2003
LOL.. i think i know who is that 'burglar' is.. -.-' from i can think of it's a
newspaper distributor guy!!!!! this is kinda stupid.. LOL.. i saw
him again making something at my neighbour than ran off again.. i don't think
he so bo liao every day do that unless for a reason >.<.. lolx.. anyway
sleeping now.. buaix!
-.-' now is 5:24am.. 6 more min... let me see whether the stupid burglar will
come anot.. LOL =X
Wednesday, October 08, 2003
oh.. wanna thank
yiquan
for teaching me chemistry! if not now i anything
also don't know!! thanks alot..!
bleahz.. i seems to have alot of strange encounters -.-' had a tired morning..
i studied until 5:30am today from 3:00am.. studied my chemistry and physics..
guess what happen after 5:30am.. i was switching my computer off.. the lights
in my room is still on.. when i was waiting for it to shut down.. there was a guy
walking across the corridor.. then i asked myself wow, what is this.. 5:30am i don't
think got people come back.. the funny thing is.. that guy.. make some noise
to my neighbour's house and immediately ran away.. -.-' so this means that that
guy is a BURGLAR.. okay la.. failed mission but i think he will come back again..
after this.. i went to pray ask God whether want to call the police.. lolx.. in the end
i called.. and the police came 10min later.. i thought they need to talk to me or what
but they just came and spotcheck then go.. -.-' and somemore they came so
'stealthily' so quiet.. i thought is the burglar bring another person come help him..
LOL.. lame right ? -.-' in the end i slept at 6:10am.. woke up at 6:55am -.-' that's my
sleep hour for the day.. and went to school for n level combined science exam..
ar.. can forward the time faster.. after this week.. i can sleep until 8pm .. LOL..
anyway, physics and chemistry paper quite easy.. but i don't know whether i wrote
the correct answers anot.. lol.. just pray that God will just give me grace and let me
have a2 for science.. >.< my eyes is now.. smaller and smaller. . lol..-.-' tired.. but
can't sleep yet.. !!! ar.. i'm don't want to sleep so late anymore lol.. but.. bo bian o.O
tomorrow paper starting at 2pm.. lol.. so i think can sleep for some time before i wake
up.. hehe.. blog later buaix...
Monday, October 06, 2003
yesterday i learned a powerful thing :D hehe.. i was tempted not to spend time
with God.. as it was midnight.. and i have english n level exam the next day.. that
is today.. but Holy Spirit reminded me that God had created exams to glorify Him
through our results but not to priortise over our time with God.. since God created
exam.. He don't want us to priortise the exams.. as man always seems to have the
wrong message that exams are more important than spending time with God and
that if exam no good, you won't be able to go church... yes.. but wouldn't it be better
if you priortise and study with Jesus and when you got back your results, it's much more
better than the results you studied alone without Jesus.. but all these will not happen
if you have no faith and trust in God! without faith is sin exam, sin stops blessings,
do you think without faith you will be bless, you are wrong! if you are been blessed,
it's by God's grace! exams are important but what really last is not your exams,
your results, but your relationship with God.. if there is a time when we need to
sacrifice, what will we sacrifice? the things that will last eternally that is the relationship
you have with God or the things that last only this lifetime.. although having a glorifying
academic results glorify God but if you don't spend time with God during exam period,
you are only glorifying God partially but not fully.. as you did not depend on God for
blessings! God longs to commune with us! He longs to bless us.. yep with this new
thing that i learnt yesterday, it helped me to learn 7 things in Acts 2 ! hehe.. got some
application points also hehee.. can't remember now..!
anyway, really wanna thank God for His wisdom that he gave to me.. i underestimated
the time that i have during my exam for english paper 1 and 2 today haha.. difficult part
of the exam.. i spend lesser time than the simple part.. -.-' kinda stupid, did not plan
properly..in paper 1 i spent too much time in doing the informal letter -.- wrote 3 times..
bleahs.. but thank God that He gave me ideas in less 3min to plan finish my composition!
at first i read the question i ran out of ideas but after i wrote finish my letter, i looked at
the question and created a creative composition.. quite interesting.. haha.. the question
is like write a story based on 'She knew that the interview will be dreadful but she did
not expect it to be so bad.' something like that.. then i start off introducing the main
character, Jane saying that she was called a lucky wonder woman because of the lucky
things happen to her.. lolx saying that at the age of 10 - she picked an one thousand
dollar note on a empty seat beside her, age of - 15 she was going catch a bus a lamp
post crashed hurt everyone who was there but not her, age of 20 - she lived in a very
old apartment and the whole apartment only she is the one living.. lolx.. then she went
for dinner.. and heard rumbling noise and felt something like earthquake.. then went
she went back, she realised her apartment have collapsed >.< then the next paragraph
i wrote about her realising that every five years seems to have very lucky things happen
to her.. so now she is 25 and she had been awaiting for the lucky day but in the end
she got it worse.. loxl.. she was on her way to interview when she kana bird shit, kana
poured by dirty water, drenched by the rain, late for interview and interview was
rejected >.< kinda lame.. but thank God for the ideas.. i wrote the last sentence at 9:30am
and the paper end at 9:30am -.-' lolx.. paper 2 also the same.. spend too much time on
form filling.. then had to rush for summary.. manage to finish it.. but really have faith that
i will score well..!
yesh.. came back from Macdonalds after studying 2hrs of maths there.. >.< thank God for
Daniel.. if not i don't know how to study maths, quite a number of questions don't know
really wanna ask God for wisdom and strength later! hehe.. i think gtg now.. if not later
not enough sleep again >.<.. pray for me thanks!
prayer needs
- pray for my maths that i will not have any careless mistakes!!
- pray for physical strength to revise my subjects like maths, physics, chemistry
- pray for me that i will grow even more during this period of exam!
thanks!
exam period is the time when non-believers need God!! BUT don't forget we too also
need God! Spend quality time with God even during exam period! Seek his kingdom
first! Blessings will come!
Sunday, October 05, 2003
what a week i had! thank God for time management class! lolx.. i've done
my shepherding with my sheeps according to what i've planned.. hehe
oh yah.. my mum just gave me $50 ! actually is for buying new clothes and
pants.. but i don't think i will be using it to buy lolx.. still alot never pay!
tithing yesterday i forgot to bring ! -.-' now around $100 in my piggybank..
gonna save even more and go ask those who owe me money to return!
bleah...altogether the people owe me is more than $50 -.- when can i have
it back! anyway wanna thank God that i hit my goals for service and caregroup!
5 for service and 5 for caregroup! Service actually was 3 haha.. but thanks
to Junliang helped to talk to the two nonbelievers(when they were going
home) haha.. and they came! But too bad didn't convert.. but i think i gonna
work on them since they like RC so much lolx.. anyway, i didn't know that
i received the best of best thingy for successfully pioneered a school -.- i
went to eat with the two nonbelievers, tai kiong and yong kang with zijie..
then went to reception and saw people presenting prizes.. i still ask jeremiah
(he was also at reception) whether any NEA won then he said don't have ..
then when prayer meet, sihan came and congrats then i 'huh?' lol.. because
i received the prize for pioneering plus this time 1.. is the second time ...
nvm.. last time peicai not very good.. really want to thank God how He had
shown His grace and mercy to me.. despite of my weakness, God still wanna
use me.. sometimes i sinned against Him, He still forgive me even sin cause
us to be separated from Him.. Anyway, this whole week, what i learn is from
Gideon's shepherding teaching about Building Christian Character..
Pride is not desiring much to pray because you don't want the Mighty One to
communicate and help you.. and also another thing is a reminder that is learned
from the Building Christian Character and also when i was followup-ing Sye Kit
on the lesson Repentance.. not to repeat the same sin again is to hate sin!
really hope what i learn i will be apply.. please pray for me..!
prayer needs
- pray that i will hate SIN ! because SIN separated us from God and destroyed
God's perfect plan for us!
- pray that i will grow spiritually strong in God
- pray that my 'N' level exams starting from monday will be a time when i can
glorify God with my results!
- pray that i will open up my eyes to spot careless mistakes!
- pray that i will be discipline to study to the best that i can.
Friday, October 03, 2003
yesterday saw an website about fantasy art.. wow.. inspired haha.. anyway.. these
was drawn today.. then the colouring is by photoshop7.. i'm not too good in colouring
can say this is my first time.. i like the sword!
Thursday, October 02, 2003
it seems to describe me haha.. >.<
You are Romans.
Which book of the Bible are you?
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