Thursday, September 30, 2004
yo. -__- just want to blog this before
i go and take a nap.
i was almost being knocked down by
a motorcycle while crossing the road.
-_- i was quite stunned when i saw
that there was actually a very fast
speed motorcycle heading my way.
then i move backwards, and the
motorist moved to the direction where
i moved back. -______- thank God i
managed to live. and it's not the end,
when i moved back, i was in the middle
of the road, and another car came -_-'
and almost knocked me. i guess the
driver and the motorist would be very
irritated with me. yea.
thanks God... for protecting me.
yoyo. just finished qt. my eyes are
closing. hahas. but still have to finish
my chinese revision. yeah. learnt all
these.
If Christ has not die for us, we are still
in our sins. it is by the grace of God
that we are able to live a life in its
fullest.
Jesus has the authority and the victory.
worry no more for He always give us the
very best.
What will we gain if we fight for human
reasons? Nothing. it's meaningless to
dwell in our emotions and yet does
nothing about our regrets.(prelims! hahs)
What you do today matters for eternity.
Compared to light of eternity, sin is a
total foolish gamble. It's worth it and it's
by God's grace!
Let nothing move me and stand firm.
Do the best, my best. our labor in God is
not in vain. only what's done for God will
truly last. Invest my life in serving God!
yeah! :D Jesus has the authority and
victory! He will never fail us. that's the
100% assurance.
anyway, got back few of my prelim
results. honestly, the overall results are
really sucky. hahas. buttttt. still thank
God that i am able to know my standard.
hahas. i really did my best. yar. lol.
failed my chinese. passed my english by
four marks, passed my maths by 1 mark,
failed my physics by 2 marks(without
mcq), passed my chemistry practical by
zero mark. -.-' hahas. but i shall learn
from mistake. more passes this time, but
i don't want passes, i want scores that
glorify God. yea. ok. gonna wash my face
and start studying. take care everyone.
all the best for exams. :D :D
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
yo. this verse shall be the verse of
the year. or should i say verse of my
life til i die. :D
matt 6:33 But seek first his kingdom
and his righteousness, and all these
things will be given to you as well.
Sunday, September 26, 2004
-.- my computer just gave out a burnt
smell. not sure what had happened.
sometimes i just don't understand myself.
i do the things i hate, i respond to things
in ways that are not what God wants.
most of the time, after i did something,
i regretted not responding in a biblical or
better way.
what have i become?
i need to get my focus back.
whatever you do, work at it with all
your heart, as working for the Lord,
not for men. Col 3:23
Friday, September 24, 2004
thank you God!!!! :D
wahahaa.. eelee v. funny :D
anyway, is there medicine that will help
you in your appetite of food? i think one
of my medicine is that.. lol. i've got this
v. hungry feeling.... and i've been eating
alot more than my normal self. hahas.
those who are v. skinny can try that
medicine. :D
Thursday, September 23, 2004
yoyo. just here to share some blessings.
:) yea. fell so sick when i'm in RC. -.-
went to clinic with gideon at serangoon.
the doctor was so fierce -.- anyway, i
got much better after eating the
medicines. yars. suppose to go gideon's
house to stuy but i can't. bah. thank
God i was able to go school today. yea.
okays. now with the blessings, i asked
God few things specifically in one go and
He answered it one by one according to
His timing! wooo. i asked God for a bus
76 in 3minutes, i asked God for a seat
so that i could study, i asked God that i
will not be late, i asked God that i will
be able to buy ruler.(i need it for emaths
paper 2 exam)
i went to take bus at 6.30am and while
waiting, God told me to stand up and go
in front of the bus stop. He told me 76
is coming. i couldn't see clearly without
my spectacles but i still went and stood
there in faith. and guess what? it's not
76 but 269. hahas. i was thinking to my-
self should i take 269 instead then
change bus to 22? i didn't. i continued
to trust God and guess what? after 269
was gone, 76 was behind bus 269. :D
when i boarded the bus, i was just right
in front of the entrance, there was so
people crowding in the bus. bus stop
after bus stop, there was still no seats
available for me to study. but slowly,
i was being moved to the back of the
bus. and when the bus stopped at the
bus stop near AMK MRT, almost every-
one started to alight. woo. and guess
what ? i got my seat. :D :D
once i sat down, studied for some time,
started to worry whether i would be
late for school. i don't want to go for
detention. just a waste of time. before
boarding the bus, i already prayed that
i won't be late. it was already 7am and
the bus was still at half of the journey
to my school. but i still trust God for
miracles. the bus arrived at the bus
stop at 7:17am. wooo. and i reached
school without being late. :D :D :D
here comes the ruler. i asked my form
teacher for it, but she gave me those
'aiyo' look and told me to go and buy
now. i went, 'wow, i didn't know i was
allowed to do that.' so i went to book-
shop. but when i took out my wallet, i
went dots. there was no money inside.
haa. not even 40cents, the cost of
the ruler. the auntie refused to let me
pay during recess. sooo. i went back
without getting my ruler. but God
blessed me through my classmate. :D
he lent me $2 and while we were on
our way to exam hall, i went to buy
the ruler. :D :D :D :D
this is how all my prayers got answer-
ed ONE by ONE. cool isn't it. :D God's
promised that He won't fail means He
will not. trust in God always, even in
times that we have nothing, He will
provide. yea.
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
http://www.t45ol.com/play_flash_us.php?ID=1009
YO. hahas. guess what's that? it's a naruto flash
game. whaha. v. lame though :D
this is true repentance, my son.
yo. bah. today's studying at mac is really
unfruitful. -_-' i was soo sick to actually
concentrate. nevermind. anyway,
tomorrow is yongwee's birthday. hahahs.
and we gonna link from the song, I love
You Jesus to I love You Yongwee, then
to happy birthday :D :D creative right?
all thanks to mr. ian. anyway, all the
best for everyone's examination. okays.
my prelim is gonna end at next tuesday.
that's real long. but next monday, i
don't need to go to school. woo. that
means saturday to monday holiday. yea.
kk. ciao liao. bye.
yo. today was my prelim maths paper1
and geography. paper1 was quite difficult
and geography to me, it's fairly easy. it's
a miracle. i didn't study AT ALL. serious.
after i studied my maths yesterday, i just
went to bed, why? because it's already
5.30am!! - -" tons of tissue papers were
in my rubbish bin. bah. i can't even
breath properly. i need to use my mouth
to actually 'live'. i was awake the whole
night til 5.30am -_-' miraculously, i did
not even fall asleep during the exam.
yea. thank God i did not give up on my
geography. i requested to go home after
my maths paper and forsaking geography.
but my teacher just told me to try. lol.
so i tried. and i'm sure students around
me were annoyed by my constant
sneezing. hahs. but in any case, it's
quite a fairly easy paper. but, i'm not
confident to say that i will do well for the
paper. yars.
went to RC and take a 1hour nap before
going to n&b to study. i reached around
2pm. and i ended my day at 9pm! seven
hours. and guess what's the
consequences? i was almost deaf by my
own earphone which was stucked with
me since 2pm until 7pm. and now i really
had some hearing difficulty.
anyway, good news for me. no school
tomorrow. :D means that i can sleep
longer. yeahhhhh. ok. gtg spend qt. bye!
Sunday, September 19, 2004
arghs. my template is totally gone.
-.-' i do everything again on tuesday.
bye.
yo. just here to share about what i just
learnt about the Word and God's bless-
ings. :D i'll start off by sharing about
the blessing. :D
yeaaaaa. zijie is now more consistent
for service. hopefully soon and very,
he will commit himself back to God :D
he had some stomach pain in
macdonalds today. i prayed for him
and he was healed after he went home
and had some rest. :D woo. i'm sure
and i hope that it will remind him about
God's realness.
ok. this is what i learnt from the Word.
Love! love should be in everything we
do. what is love? love is kind, patient,
protects, trusts, hopes, persevere, it
never fails. Love is actually loving man
and loving God through our actions.
the attributes of love also shows the
extend of true love that is shown by
God. if you really love, you will really
do. do as in acting on what you love.
if you really want life to its fullest, you
need to love to its fullest! powerful isn't
it? the love of Christ is set on just one
thing. that is human. mankind living on
this earth. lost and blind. if we really
love, we will really DO. ok. that's all.
bye!!
yo. not sure what's wrong with blogger.
can't seems to publish in just one try.
-_- nevermind.
God is a very gracious God. yea. He
never fails. yars. i'm just soooo grateful
that i know this God whom i can really
trust for life until i die. yars. it's never
a religion. service was great. saturdays
are always the best day of every week.
yar.
-_- down with flu, cough and sorethroat.
arghs. my studying at macdonalds today
was so unfruitful. physically was soooo
tired even though i slept 12hours. hahas.
ok. tomorrow's gonna have maths and
geography paper. really need wisdom
and a clear mind. yars. okay. ciao liao.
go spend time with God then study. bye!
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
i'm really in need of sleep. but i can't
sleep. -__________________- " " " " " "
why not i try eating some steroids and
receive some outburst of temporal
strength. lame -_- "
gonna have two papers tomorrow!
english and social studies. wahhhhhh.
seriously, i'm to blame for all these.
argh. why do we have to do something
that we regret then we will realise our
mistakes. -_- it's kinda of late to say
that. but nevermind, i've to just chiong
and do whatever i can.
take care.
just finished studying chinese. there's
alot of vocabs to learn. everyday i need
to finish 8 pages of chinese shou che.
so that i can take ten days plus to finish
the whole book. i'm now just at the 16th
page of the shou che and i already have
69 vocabs. can't imagine how many
words will i get when i finish the whole
book.
anyway, prelim is starting today. yars.
science practical will be the first paper.
anyway, i am allowed to reach school
at 10.30am but i need to wake up at
7am to study for the practical prelim.
woo. exciting. just can't wait to get
back my prelims results after every-
thing. :D oh. jontay gonna teach me
social studies tomorrow at rc after
caregroup. okay. time for me to sleep.
take care and God bless!
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
do you know that when we eat the
Lord's supper, we are not just doing it
out of remembrance but we can
actually see God's exuberating love for
us. Jesus actually love us so much even
when we don't deserve His love, His
grace and the things He gave us
unconditionally, that He wanted us to
be with Him for eternal by reminding us
about His realness. and this is not just in
holy communion but also in every single
little thing that God gave, God's main
objective in blessing us, is to let us
believe in Him that He do exist and He
wants us to be by His side forever and
eternal.
where can i find this love? nowhere. but
in Him. nothing can really satisfy me, not
even the things i like to do. i'm not
saying it out of being some holy guy or
whatever crap. but it is really a privilege
to know Him so intimately.
Romans 8:38 For I am convinced that
neither death nor life, neither angels no
demons, neither the present nor the
future, nor any powers, 39 neither
height nor depth, nor anything else in
all creation, will be able to separate us
from the love of God that is in Christ
Jesus our Lord.
Monday, September 13, 2004
yoyo. just wanna share a blessing and
clarify something before i continue with
my chinese.
maybe some of you sees me logging in
to msn, i'm actually there with good
reasons. eg. caregroup stuff, ask for
exam tips, discussing meetup time, chat
with my sheep and others for not even
5min. hahs. ya.
okay. this blessing actually happened
just now. just only. hahas. when i spent
my qt and i did not want anyone to
interrupt so i locked my room's door. and
here comes the part. i was on my way to
open the door for my mum and i did not
realise there was actually leakage from
the aircon. i almost slipped and fell but
thank God i didn't. and i thought of this,
what if i did not lock the door? my mum
would just come in, fell and suffer some
serious injuries due to the fall. wooo.
cool isn't it. :D God is our.. Jehovah
Protector. hahahs. thank you God. a big
thanks for your protection on my family,
me and the world.
yea. that's all. gonna chiong my chinese
now. awaken by the blessing and some
refreshing moments on my face hahhaa.
yo. first day of school was great.
but i had some difficulties in sleeping
yesterday night. i actually forgotten
how to sleep which made me awake
for almost 40min with my eyes closed.
nevermind if you don't understand.
hahas. anyway, woo. today lesson
was definitely fruitful. learned about
how to write for structured essay in
social studies. yars. explain by telling
how they do and why they do. you
will get L4 marks. :D by giving a judge-
ment, you will be able to get L5 yars.
and some chemistry stuffs. woo. 1 mole
of any gas is 24dm cube. lol. yar. oh.
i also got back my results for my paper2
on my maths mock exam. failed by
1mark. but paper1 and 2 add together,
i got 61.5 which is not bad. but still, i'm
not satisfy because i am aiming for an
a2 for my maths and somemore, that
paper is the easiest paper among the
mock exams. lol. but still thank God for
the results. :D okays. just finished qt.
this is what i learnt.
1 cor 10 - sin has its end, has its
consequences and its temporal. if i
think i am standing firm now, be careful
that i will not fall. i must really guard
my spiritual life that i will not fall. many
times i fall in this area, being too over-
confident. temptation is also something
we should not and never take lightly.
though they can't destroy us if we never
let them sip into our life. but temptation
is still things that are common to man.
flee from it, it's better for us to flee than
to challenge them. yars. however! God
who is faithful will rescue us and provide
a way for us. He will never tempt us
beyond what we can bear. yea! rejoice!
hahas. Bear with temptation, and mean-
while God will pull you out of it. every-
thing is permissible but not everything is
beneficial. lvie for the good of others so
that they may be saved. do not do
anything that stumble others. yeah.
that's all. changed my format in writing
down what i learnt and want to apply
by writing it down like above and high-
lighting what i need to take note and
what are the things i need to apply. :D
yea. okok. tomorrow dingchuen and
gerald will be coming my house to view
some pure sciences papers which i took
from peter :D yars. will be mugging til
5pm and we will be on our way to RC
for shepherding! take care everyone!
Sunday, September 12, 2004
yos. the curfew i had is really effective. :D
anyway, pastor jeff taught about an
effective ministry and he said the second
point, it is build on God's Word. and with
the verse Luke 21:33, my words will never
pass away. yep. nothing in this world will
last except His words and His words are
eternal. investing on His words is the best
thing you could do. :D
okays. gtg now. pray for me. for my
prelims this coming wednesday, O levels,
i will not be sick during these one and a
half month and one last thing, i will walk
with God closely and intimately, sensitive
to His voice and not be affected by
studies. thanks. :D
" Seek me and you will find me. "
Saturday, September 11, 2004
i want to be a man of my words. what
i say, i will do it. it's tough but it is a
promise that i've made. i don't deserve
a single thing that existed on this world.
not even a worthless copper coin or
even air for me to breath. but Your
abundant grace gave me life. thanks for
seeing hope in me. even when i'm
wretched, You did not leave me behind.
I give my life to You, my everything.
thank You.
WOOOOOOO!!! i'm REFRESHED AND
RENEWED. i've got SMACKED hard by
God's rebuking literally. there's so
much things that i've been blinded by
the devil.
here's some practical things that God
has told me to do.
have a ban on MSN until finish of O
levels, deviantart, surfing on internet,
TV, priortising His ministry before
enjoyment, slacking and not wasting
away time!!!
there's still many many things that
God told me. but i'll write it in my
another blog.
know what?! God told me this.
Serve me fully and I will make you...
fishers of men.
yesh! take care dudes. i'm not going msn,
deviantart, TV, slacking, soccer, surfing
on net just to waste time until my 'O'
levels END!!!!! i said it and i mean it.
PLEASE do me a favour.
keep me accountable. thanks!!!!!!
Thursday, September 09, 2004
wow. read an article yesterday.
wasn't able to post it yesterday. not
sure why i just can't publish the entry.
nvm.
here's a slice of the article :D
We complain that God does not make
Himself present to us for the few
minutes we reserve for Him, but what
about the 23 1/2 hours during which God
may be knocking at our door and we
answer, "I am busy. I am sorry." Or
when we do not answer at all because
we do not even hear the knock at the
door of our heart, of our mind, of our
conscience, of our life. So there is a
situation in which we have no right to
complain of the absence of God,
because we are a great deal more
absent than He ever is.
http://www.rzim.org/publications/jttran.php?jtcode=JT02WRZ
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
i want to learn malay! hahs. wanna
communicate with malays in singapore.
hopefully i can learn after my o's.. :D
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
yoyo.. didn't blog for quite some time.
hahas. can't find time to seat down
and blog. anyway, i'm down with very
bad flu and slight fever, AGAIN. -_-
think i should get occassional breaks
which i'm gonna do later, sleep.
anyway, saturday udmm gideon taught
about Godly shepherd and he announced
the new structure in NEA. :D yeah. new
brothers joining nea3, new CL :D yep.
after udmm, i went home to pack my
bag and took cab to gideon's house to
stay. we woke up at around 8+am to
prepare ourselves for family day!! :D :D
lols. it was really an interesting day.
i was in charge in taking photos of the
whole event. yep. hahas. i managed to
get the most encouraging moment of all
during the event caught on video! :D
which is the welcoming of the group,
victoric. yep. my battery went flat after
that. -_- anyway, after NE family day
was the buffet! :D i just find that the
equipments they used for cooking the
food is VERY dangerous. yars. thank God
nothing happened. -_- yars. after that
was soccer event by the NEAs! lols. jia-
shen scored a goal which is from the
goal post to another. whahahas. that
was the best shot of all. :D lols. yars.
took a nea3 photo with my sheeps. yars.
took a photo with pastor jeff and other
brothers! his birthday is today!! :D
monday, i went to study at RC and the
turnout was not so fruitful hahas. was
distracted by lotsa of stuffs hahaahas.
anyway, peter came my house after
that waiting for one gabrielites to return
xbox. -_- seriously, i'm not gonna lend
it to anyone who is not from the church,
perhaps some but the percentage will be
very low. my two xbox games went miss-
ing -_- hopefully i will be able to get it
back. bah. nevermind. anyway, reached
peter's house at 11+pm. took cab there.
and i started to take all the o levels
notes and books that he have. :D :D
some are really good :D then both of us
studied for around one hour before we
went for some refreshment hahas. then
after that, we spent QT. and talked
about some of the ministry stuff. yep. v.
encouraged by peter's faith in God
through prayer. he prayed and prayed til
God answers his prayers. yars. he talked
about shepherding too. yars. and after
that i went to sleep! woke up at 9+am.
took cab home again. and took a quick
bath before i went to RC to wait for
kokleng. ohh. peter lent me his discman
:D just when i needed it.
really wanna thank God for jansen also.
he really helped me alot in my studies.
he adviced me alot about the various
subjects that i took. yars. really a great
brother :D appreciate what he has done.
hehes. ok. gtg. bye!
Friday, September 03, 2004
yooooo. got back my results today!!
didn't do well at all. arghs. -______-
but i pray that while i study diligently,
i will be able to score in my PRELIMS!
which is coming at 15/9 and after
prelims, O LEVELS WILL START in ONE
MONTH! alot of things i'm still DON'T
EVEN know. eg. chinese, humanities!
wah. but thank God, God just reminded
me to trust in Him as i must do my VERY
VERY best for O levels. and He will pull
me through O levels like how he pulled
me through when i'm taking N levels.
God, i want to walk closely with you
during this period, serving You
passionately! let nothing, NOTHING stop
me from serving to the best that i could.
this is my prayer.
anyway, woo. RC looks real way better
than before. :D thank God for all man. i
like the room near balcony. putting the
photos were really a very creative idea.
yars. i really like the photo with my care
group. ya. brings back memories which
reminds me about what God has done.
i'm just soooooo refreshed after prayer
meet, reminder from God about trusting
in Him for O levels. woo. He's really the
only one person whom i know that i can
trust Him.
it has been a while since i asked for
prayer needs... so here is the list.
- pray for my walk with God will be even
more closely with God even during this
period!!
- pray for physical and mental strength
for this examination period.
- pray for my subjects!!! i need help in
all. please help if you are able to. english,
dnt, chinese, emaths, physics, chemistry,
social studies and geography!
- pray for discipline in studying, even at
home.
thanks!
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
it's just break my heart when people
chose to commit in other things other
than the kingdom of God, when people
chose to walk the wrong path, when
people chose to leave God when He is
so gracious and loving, when people
chose not to open up their spiritual
eyes to see what is actually the best
plan for them.
just some pouring of emotions, i will
move on and do whatever i can.
