Friday, September 12, 2003
had a not-very-good day.. at first have those kind of thinking that i'm useless,
because after the 2 ecg and mcg.. i have no converts + no contacts.. quite
discouraged over that... but then God reminded me to rejoice always through
gospelcom website.. well thank God.. i called one backslider okay la.. cannot
count as backslider because when he converted he is not even retained .. asked
him for service, but before that talked with him on phone..chat around ask how
is his life.. hahax.. but too bad he got tuition can't come.. but for 3 weeks.. only..
but after 3 weeks should be exam! arghx.. called another guy who attended our
unit caregroup and wasted! he got music theory tomorrow at 4:15pm argh!!
wasted.. well.. i shouldn't fall sick last week! wasted one day at home.. -.-' haix..
then next day all got school activities.. wasted man.. heck.. after school reopen
i will just go and evangelise and sow.. ask and you will receive! seek and you
shall find! harvest and growth is what i asked for..
okay anyway had our prayer meet hahax.. quite number of people thought that
it started at 5pm .. tarigan came in when we sang our ending praise song hahah..
arghz.. fed up man.. i've been praying to be a CL for don't know how many months!
although i've grown spiritually but because of lack of contacts that's why my group
no new fruits!! need a breakthrough !
after prayer meet, met jeremy and talked to him and told him that 'Christianity is not
a religion and it's never a religion, it's a relationship with God' and found that
this is why people remain stagnant in their spiritual life even though they come for
so many meetings.. because you treat Christianity as something there very good
and you attend things blindly! you don't even know there is such a person
who died for you, that means to say you don't even know there is God! you are
just serving blindly... so becareful if you ever find yourself not growing.. did you treat
christianity as a chore, a rule? it's never all these!
prayer needs
- pray that there will be breakthrough in peicai!
- pray that there will be spiritual growth in me!
- pray for people in my group that they will understand that christianity is never a religion
but a relationship with God! they will not serve God with free labour but they will
serve God with their heart understanding what they are doing!
- pray for more spiritual passion for me and my group!
thanks..!
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