Tuesday, January 13, 2004
i guess. it's me. it's my fault. o.o
-repented- i should do things with
excellence. i should not be so
insensitive to my friend. insensitivity
always happen after i realised i've
done something that is not very
sensitive to people. always happen
after that. hais. gonna be more
sensitive people because it reflects
how much i am sensitive to God.
looking at how brothers&sisters
blogged about how much they really
desire for God. how much they really
love God. this really spurs me to do
something big for my spiritual life.
i want to be like them! desiring,
loving Christ. i want to go deeper in
love with Christ. how i wish i would
have the talents and time to paint
out what's going on around me.
what's happening to me. what's
happening to my group. what's
happening all around my life. whom i
really long for. whom i really need.
whom i really love. i need Him. only
Him. move in me. nothing else. i
don't want things like games,
posessions, distractions. read a
verse in junhuang's blog.
psalm 139:23 Search me, O God,
and know my heart; test me and
know my anxious thoughts.
psalm 139:24 See if there is any
offensive way in me, and lead me in
the way everlasting.
search me, God. let me know what
really is in me. i do not want the
days past just like that. i want each
day to have a touchdown. each day
to have learning lesson. each day
to have breakthroughs. reveal more
of me God.
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